Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
I bet you don't know meCassie Audrey FIFTEEN. TAKEN, 030211. 130297.
LJ is everything to me. I like novels & the colour blue. I give (o) fucks to haters. I always get inspired by passionate people doing what they fancy about. I like to say what's on my mind, whether it bothers people or not.
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013
2013, just like all the other years but I feel like I've gained more experince although I think I had not been that productive. 2013 had taught me that things like happiness or sadness won't last forever. Things will change somehow. "We can't always win in life" said daddy, and I guess that's the lesson of the year for me. This year I lost a friend over something really stupid and there's a gap there between us that nothing would change it. I think she knows who she is.
The only thing I want to achieve in 2014 is to be a better person even when I'm at my great downfall. And of course, good result for my upcoming SPM.
Happy New Year Everyone! x
Friday, November 29, 2013
"I destroy myself so you can't"
I have been gone for a very long time, that guilty feeling. I cannot- after how I promised myself to blog when I have time. Now that I do, I still don't. But heeeyyy. I'm here now *smiles like a total fag*
I've been working though. But then again, I resigned because they were being unfair. These past four days I have been chilling and taking my days off(too much relaxing tho. 'guilty pleasure') Oh! I'm still with LJ! Those who have been 'reading' my posts would know. And yes, we've been catching up with each other these past four days. Because I think this year we got really stuck up to that 3 months break up. So I guess this is a good way to build "us" back.
Enough about that. I'd like to talk about what I felt while working.
I think it was pretty much okay. At the beginning. Then it started to get really shitty and shittier day by day as they see how weak of a person I am emotionally. But they say "fuck what you heard" and I.. on the other hand as usual. Couldn't fuck it out of my head. I let things mess with my mind and I'm really tired of it. And by that you would have thought I should have just go with the flow, but heck no. I just couldn't. It's not that easy. I'm glad its over now. A month working there is enough. Going off to find other places to work later on Sunday with Alyn. LJ's leaving me here for a week next month. Fingers crossed we'll get to celebrate Christmas together(which we never do except New Years). But I ain't getting my hopes high.
Just some random picture of a cat I found on tumblr which reminds me of naruto.
School is in another 34 days. SPM year for batch 1997. Sighh. Hopefully everything would go well as it is my senior year. I'm both excited and sad. But more to excited though.
I guess that's all for now. Jaa
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Good morning to everyone, wherever you may be. Since yesterday, everything had been productive. Because I had to do "kerja amal" for moral. Anyway, me and my dad. We cleaned the garage, put all those newspapers away. Sold them and made money too! Hahaha and then, today we washed the car. It's spotless although my dad claimed that he washed it alone(which he didn't, really). I helped okay. Give me a break *rolls eyes*
So! Today, hopefully I'll get to go my best-guy-friend(Khairul Nazmi Izzat Maksul hahahah!)'s house. Fingers crossed!
My skin tone are still uneven. Its so weird. I hate looking like a zebra. Damn i gotta do something about this... Hmm anyway i miss tweeting a lot. I miss my old twitter. But I'm just not gonna go back to that insane world of social. I can't. Its like ruining my chances of being happy haha. No really because you see, people judge you there. Cause they don't really know you, only through their piece of crap smart phones and laptops. I always feel insecure there. Never once I felt like anyone actually liked me..
Subject changed, it's the 924th day today. Never really thought it would go this long. But I'm happy.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought to stay