Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
I bet you don't know meCassie Audrey FIFTEEN. TAKEN, 030211. 130297.
LJ is everything to me. I like novels & the colour blue. I give (o) fucks to haters. I always get inspired by passionate people doing what they fancy about. I like to say what's on my mind, whether it bothers people or not.
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Thursday, July 26, 2012
WITH YOU SHE FELT DIFFERENT
You make her smile more than anyone could.. You make her love you. You make her fall. But you broke her heart, now she's afraid to go back where you brought her. She's afraid to love again. Because she stayed strong too long, she's just not there anymore. Because again, you were the one who could always cheer her up if she's feeling down, but now you were the one who tore her to pieces..
I'm done with trials! Except for tomorrow we have Arts. That's fine. I love arts. But anyway, I've always detested exams. Except for the fact that I won't have to carry my beg like its full with shit.
I think I have problems. During tuition, I felt Math was kinda easy.. But when it comes to trials. Was I born yesterday or something? I'm glad I finally had to use my brain. It's been awhile. OH! I got 77% for my Maths last month. Happy kid!
How was everything? I have no idea. But, I'm still with LJ. It has been 17 coming to 18 months already! I'm falling even harder for her(sayang, if you're reading this. I love you so much!). I tried to ignore my ego when we fight. Last Wednesday, it wasn't much of a fight but.. Okay maybe it was. We ended up not talking after recess. Then, after school. Syg went to my class, I walked towards syg. I held syg's hands when syg came in to hug me. I kissed syg's cheek. Syg whispered "I'm sorry", I had goosebumps. I just love the way syg talks to me. I love the small conversation we have till late night. Syg is just different..
Today syg didn't go to school. I was actually worried. I mean who wouldn't right. Then, when I got in my school bus, I saw her text. I wasn't angry though. I went to see syg afterwards. Brought syg some carbonara. Syg ate like syg hasn't eaten for decades. Syg is just too cute. :)
539 days together. Still going strong. Iloveyou Leny Jenely..
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
I don't know how much longer I can take this in. I don't know how much more pain I can hold. Tears have been wasted too many times. But still...Nothing. You did nothing. I want to know, what do you actually see in me, what you actually want from me.
We used to be the happiest couple ever. Fights were just 'whatever' to us. Now it's like we're letting it get into this relationship and I can't take it anymore! I just can't. *sobs
Why are you like this? Why are we like this? I don't like what I'm seeing. Why can't we be like we used to. Just because people change, it doesn't mean we have to change the way we treat each other. If treating me like this is because of your feelings. Then, if it's gone. It's gone. Don't leave me hanging thinking you still love me. I want to be someone you don't just lose interest in easily. Someone you want to be around.
My thoughts makes me wish I could die.
We hadn't text the whole day. We didn't talk in school. I should probably go kill myself by eating so many and explode to pieces, by then when you're looking for me...I'm gone. Not there anymore.
Just so you know.. I'm madly inlove with you and I hate myself for feeling that way. Thanks for making me feel bad about myself
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought to stay