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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

I bet you don't know me
Cassie Audrey FIFTEEN. TAKEN, 030211. 130297.


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Sunday, November 13, 2011
Depression

Please, I'm trying to treat you right. Tell me where did I go wrong, I'll improve.

You know, it really hurts to see us this way. I hate feeling that after all I did, is still not enough. I tried not to hold anything back. This relationship I'm having with you is like something I never had. I realize I've been treating you like shit lately, it's cause I want you to pay your attention to me for a while. Just for a while. Am I not important to be given a little attention? Please don't make me think that this isn't worth to hope anymore. 

Am I losing you? Why are we fading away? 
I'm trying to keep this relationship longer, and you're there acting like we're nothing. One day, you're gonna realize what I did to save this thing we're going through. I tried to be strong for you. 9 months, worrying if there's someone else. You don't know how it feels like. It's literally killing me. If I didn't have this feelings for you, I would've let you go. But, no. I didn't. I stayed strong. Until now. I said I'd never let you go and I never did. I'm sorry. Sometimes, I get jealous thinking that someone could actually make you happier than I could.

I know I have a lot of friends, but I still feel very lonely. Is it wrong to know if someone's actually there for me? Or maybe there is no one. 


People say that I'm over-thinking, I care about that someone too much, always on the internet, always keeping these hurtful feelings to myself, etc etc. I agree with all. I should lay off and, stop stressing myself out. Yes, I should. Starting tomorrow. 
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought to stay