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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

I bet you don't know me
Cassie Audrey FIFTEEN. TAKEN, 030211. 130297.


LJ is everything to me. I like novels & the colour blue. I give (o) fucks to haters. I always get inspired by passionate people doing what they fancy about. I like to say what's on my mind, whether it bothers people or not.
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Saturday, February 11, 2012
I find peace in solitude


My heart, it breaks at the thought of her holding you. Does she look at you the way I do?

I don't see the point we say we love each other. I don't see the point of me letting my feelings out to you but you don't even seem to care. Do you know how hurtful it is? No you don't cause I've always tried my best to treat you right though it hurts. But you. What surprises me is that, after all these while.. you still don't know the differences whether I am okay or not. So you had to ask me if I am when you can clearly see that I'm not. WHAT IS THIS. You caught me into this mess. You make me feel miserable, always. You're the reason why I'm always feeling insecure. You never mean anything you said. Everything with you was a lie. If only you would stop pretending, everything would've been okay, would've been fine. *holds back tears in.* sigh. 

My birthday is in like 2 days. I guess I'm just going to spend it like every other suck-ish year. I thought at least, I can change something this year. Or maybe just for one time, to be with someone I love on my birthday. Why is that so fucking hardddddddd. Adrenaline.
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Hello readers! Sorry for being such an attention seeker. Lacking of friends to tell my problems to. HAHAHA. Lol. K ja lah. Aaaanyway. It's a Saturday night. I spent my whole afternoon till' evening learning this 'song' on my piano.  Because I wanted LJ to hear it. But, I decided not to call LJ tonight and play it for her. I am tired. Haha. I now have 2 music classes to go. Piano and guitar. Why guitar? Because my mom asked me to. While I can actually play it already. Nevermind, it's okay. Just to fill my free time and to make my skills even better. I can't wait for the debate & choir tryouts! OH EM GEE.  It's all next week! It's gonna be a hectic week. Yayy! At least something to be excited for. Okay probably not too excited 'cause then I would have high hopes on getting into those two teams and ending up somewhere I don't want to be. Then it would be a huge disappointment if I don't get any place in those teams, WHAT EVEN IF MY FRIENDS MAKES IT EXCEPT FOR ME. Lagilah~ what the heck.

This is me today; I woke up at 4:30am. Got ready for school at 5. Supposed to follow the school bus, but I decided not to because of some unwanted things happened. Then Azlin was the one who fetched me this morning. Got in school, talked to Shera. Took my breakfast with LJ. Had our nilam, but ended up sweeping the floor. Eee. Bikin malu. First period was maths, then geo followed by sejarah, recess ERT, BI then BM. Ee. Still got the susu kacang in my bag. 

ADAM LEVINE IS LIKE FUCKING HOT OKAY. OH MY GOSH. I WANT TO DIE.

EM <33333
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought to stay