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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

I bet you don't know me
Cassie Audrey FIFTEEN. TAKEN, 030211. 130297.


LJ is everything to me. I like novels & the colour blue. I give (o) fucks to haters. I always get inspired by passionate people doing what they fancy about. I like to say what's on my mind, whether it bothers people or not.
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Saturday, June 02, 2012
Dear LJ


I want you to stay & never to leave me ever again.
That is all I ask for. 

Early January 2011, my best friend had a crush on you, I hated you. I've always had detested you. I told her not to be with you because you look like someone who would play with people's feeling. I felt the intense hatred towards you. I didn't even want to spend a single second looking at you. Then, my best friend said I would like you if I get to know you. I never thought about that later. 

During that time, I was having the "I need someone to talk to", I asked advice from a friend of yours, Azureen. She told me to ask you. So I did. I totally forgot who you were that time. So we chat and chatted till' midnight. We did that every night ever since. I started to like talking to you. By then, my friend had someone else. Her feelings for you weren't there anymore. I just totally forgot who you were.  
Yes, I asked for your number. Just because I was tired of talking through Facebook. We text a lot more then. We started to treat each other like couples, but we weren't. People thought we were. Most of them. My feelings for you started to grow. But I didn't want to be more than friends. Days pass by, we started to hold hands. I hugged you every time daddy arrives. Then we text again. 

End of January, you asked me to go out with you and your friends. But we went out on 2nd February 2011. Things happened. We claimed ourselves as scandals to people. It was so funny. We wore the same color. Purple & black. I remember. That night, we text again. Then that is how we got where we are now. It took us 6 months to actually trust each other. It got us until today. So you're like my best friend. I am head over heels in love with you, LJ. 

I've never imagined having such beautiful relationship with you. I know I love you more than I've loved anyone before when I start to forgive you so easily. You left me hanging for 2 days without leaving any text messages. I was dead worried. I missed you. I let my mind wander off about you. I cried in the middle of the night thinking where you are. Though I make myself busy. You never left my mind. You were always there. I felt your presence with me. I felt you hugging me when I was sleeping. You came into my dream. It felt so real. I wish it was. Last night you text me. I was happy. I really was. But I still have that feeling where I wanted to end things with you. But my heart melt instantly when you said you were sorry. You said you love me. I don't know whether I should take that in, but I did. This morning, I told you 'they' didn't want us together anymore because of what you did. Then you said you'd explain things to them. It made me even happier. I have no idea I could love you this much. Although you hurt me so much, I don't know why I'm still giving you chances. I've given you too many. Now I just really want to be with you. We got through our ups and downs together. Why can't we do it again now, right? I'm sure we can, dear. 

Forever is a long time, but I don't mind spending it by your side. 
Happy 16th Monthsary baby. Iloveyou.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought to stay