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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

I bet you don't know me
Cassie Audrey FIFTEEN. TAKEN, 030211. 130297.


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Monday, August 05, 2013
Constant pressure


It's so hard because I have to keep up with everything, my life, my studies, my family and.. yeah you get the picture. I'm at the point of giving up and I honestly am so tired. I cannot do this anymore. I want a break. Let me travel for a bit. To at least go away from all these bullshits I face every single day. Can you imagine being so tired that you can't even sleep because when you do, your parents would just crank up and bitch about everything. So you can see that I had bad day today. I'm getting all these negative vibes everywhere I go. I think the only place I felt slightly calm was when I cried during shower. I don't understand how people can be so inconsiderate about some things. My mom is a great person but at times, I just really wish I could go far away from her so I just can't hear her nagging me all the time. Can I just move to hostel already.. 

I am nostalgic to do things my way. I mean, even if it doesn't come out as expected, but I know I did it because I wanted it that way, not because of others. 

So I woke up early this morning, around 8 am and I can't believe how perfect the sun rays breamed through my window. It has never really been that way, and no I didn't take a shot of it because I think I got hypnotized by it(in a way). It really was beautiful. I wish I had someone there to share it with.. Anyway, I got out my bed around 10 am. That's normal, to me. I mean waking up but still laying down there waiting for nothing except to stare at an empty sides of the room. I only took my lunch today, so I basically skipped breakfast. 
I wanted to do some of my accounts assignment but all the laptops in this house sucked so I had to install the software that'll make the laptop less-stuck-stuck hahaha. "we should send that for repairing instead of buying another one it'll just take up more space nanti not juga you guna if I buy you another one" said mom while watching her masterchef for the 4th time. I mean come on. The laptops aren't mine, I don't really mind keeping my own laptop in my room yknow mom.  She's actually in dilemma whether to get me a macbook or not. 

"You're someone that I'll treasure forever, dear. No matter what will bring us apart, I know I can't ever stop thinking about you."
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you ought to stay